If I had to describe my work performance I would say that while I can occasionally impress, overall I’m rather sub par. This may not be accurate, but it’s my perception. I spend most days expecting the hammer to drop and for my tenure here to be over. I didn’t say I fear it, I said I expect it.

(I have much more important ways to spend my days, anyway.)

If there’s one thing that I’m seriously lacking in lately, it’s confidence. I am a man who trusts his instincts and little else. Lately, my instincts have been telling me that, simply put, I suck.

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